You were impulsive, I was compulsive
I guess we both have our own weakness
I... I've been holding on so tight
To something that was never mine
Sometimes I have a bad tendency to love ideas in my mind
I keep searching for answers I know don't exist
I know I won't be satisfied with any answer you have to give
No amount of closure will bring me any closer to getting over this
Because closure is never enough until we decide it is
Too much too fast
I pushed, you pulled back
You tried to tell me, but I wasn't listening
I... I'm not usually like this I swear
You brought this out of me
Sometimes you get caught up in yourself
You didn't know how you hurt me
I keep searching for answers I know don't exist
I know I won't be satisfied with any answer you have to give
No amount of closure will bring me any closer to getting over this
Because closure is never enough
Until we decide it is
credits
from gold in repair,
track released July 29, 2022
Producer: John Hanifin
Mixing Engineer: David Rosenthal
Mastering Engineer: Robert L. Smith
Written as she was coping with an auto-immune disease, the new EP from Rachel Angel offers hushed, silvery ’50s-style Americana. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 23, 2020
More folk-inflected confessionals on love, loss, and anxiety — plus a Kacey Musgraves cameo —from the Nashville indie pop auteur. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 11, 2024